And if you did come, the akward feeling of being the odd one out make you wish you hadn't come in the first place (TvT). Ah the joy of low self-esteem and social anxiety.
This was basically me about a decade or so ago. Now I no longer have any friends at all and have just become numb to loneliness.
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Maki @maki-maki 09/5
Everyone's getting together now!!WowAn invitation from Maki-san to go drinking...
Everyone except me has work though, it's gonna awkward...Nah.Too much troubleSorry... I haven't been feeling well since morning so I'm just calling it quits...It's fine. I'll just sleep it off. Just leave it please...Maki-san
Yukarin! Today I'm going out drinking with everyone, wanna come?😄Maki-san
Eh!?😨Are you ok!?
I'm worried, I'm gonna go check up on you!
Is it a fever? Stomachache?
I'll buy some medicine, where does it hurt?💦💦