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mononobe no futo (touhou) drawn by gaoo_(frpjx283)

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    I saw another dream.

    A dream from before my long slumber, from the days I spent with Taishi and Tojiko. It was a dream of the three of us happily passing the time away. When I woke up to find neither Taishi nor Tojiko at my side, I felt lonely... so lonely. I was sad that they were not there. In my loneliness, I clung on to my lord, which calmed me down a bit. ...It is lonely with them being gone, but I have my lord here with me. Whenever I feel lonely, all I need to do is hug him. His body heat warms me up. When we first started sharing his bed, his warmth was simply warmth, but now if it is not there, I feel very lonely. My lord is not Taishi, but... having him at my side makes me feel good. It is different from what I felt with Taishi, but my lord's presence calms me down all the same. ...I wonder if his presence is able to make up for the loneliness of not having Taishi and Tojiko. It seems that, day by day, the satisfaction I get from being with my lord rises, and the feeling of loneliness from the loss of Taishi and Tojiko grows smaller, even though they were truly precious friends.... It is as if my lord's warmth is engulfing me and ebbing away at my memories of the two. It is scary... quite scary. What should I do? ...Just embracing my lord like this, I... to be continued

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    Wypatroszony
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    また夢を見た。

    我が、長く眠る前の夢。太子や屠自古と過ごしていた頃の夢。その夢は大体が、楽しく３人で過ごしている夢だ。だから、目が覚めた時、太子と屠自古が傍に居ない事がただ寂しくて、寂しい・・・寂しい・・・。傍に居てくれない事が悲しい・・・。・・・寂しいから、我は目の前の「」殿に抱きつく。そうすると、気持ちが少し落ち着く。・・・２人が居ない事が寂しい。寂しいけど、夢から覚めても、目の前には、「」殿が居る。寂しい気持ちになったら、ただ、「」殿の胸を抱きつけばいい。・・・「」殿の胸の中の熱は、自然に我の体を通じて、我の中を温めてくれた。床を一緒にし始めた頃は、その熱が、頼りがいがあったけど、ただの我の外の熱だった。今は、ただ、その熱が中に伝わっていないと、とても・・・寂しい。・・・「」殿は太子ではない・・・。太子ではないけど、傍に居ると・・・気持ちがいい。それはきっと、太子とは別の気持ちよさで・・・。だから、「」殿は太子ではない、でも、「」殿といれば落ち着く・・・。・・・太子と屠自古が居なくて寂しいけど、「」殿がいれば、我は・・・満足・・・しているのであろうか・・・？・・・日に日にその満足感が高まって、太子と屠自古が居ない事の寂しさが、薄れつつある様な気がする。太子と屠自古は我の大切な、大切な友人であって仲間であるのに・・・。「」殿と太子は違う、違うから、我が「」殿の胸の中の熱に覆われる度に、２人との、思い出や気持ちが、薄れているようで・・・、怖い・・・。とても怖い・・・。・・・我はどうしたらいいのであろう？。・・・我は・・・。「」殿の胸の中は、ただ気持ちが良くてわっふるわっふる

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    mothball
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    I saw another dream

    A dream from before my long slumber, from the days I spent with Taishi and Tojiko. It was a dream of the three of us happily passing the time away. When I woke up to find neither Taishi nor Tojiko at my side, I felt lonely... so lonely. I was sad that they were not there. In my loneliness, I clung on to my lord, which calmed me down a bit. ...It is lonely with them being gone, but I have my lord here with me. Whenever I feel lonely, all I need to do is hug him. His body heat warms me up. When we first started sharing his bed, his warmth was simply warmth, but now if it is not there, I feel very lonely. My lord is not Taishi, but... having him at my side makes me feel good. It is different from what I felt with Taishi, but my lord's presence calms me down all the same. ...I wonder if his presence is able to make up for the loneliness of not having Taishi and Tojiko. It seems that, day by day, the satisfaction I get from being with my lord rises, and the feeling of loneliness from the loss of Taishi and Tojiko grows smaller, even though they were truly precious friends.... It is as if my lord's warmth is engulfing me and ebbing away at my memories of the two. It is scary... quite scary. What should I do? ...Just embracing my lord like this, I... to be continued

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