When I called his name and didn't get a reply, I knew he was dead.I don't want my memories of him to be in vain...I'm scared to see how he was killed.That's what I'm thinking right now...But...I want to see his entire life for what it was.I'd see how Caesar looked like when he died.I felt it as the ripple disappeared.But I'm scared to see it with my own eyes...If I were to turn my eyes away, I'd feel like I'd be insulting him.