I really like Matsushita's expression when he says good luck on killing yourself. He seems so excited and enthusiastic.
Welcome!Yes, understood.Hmmm, Ueki Keita...AhI, I contacted you...Huh, what happened to the inside of his desk?Whoa!To put it concretely, I wanted to escape.A text...I sent the text that was like a plea yesterday. And now...Why would I stop you?How do...?Y, Y, You don't mean that you want to watch me kill myself... And that's why... you called me?Ah! But that was because I tried really hard... Normally, I'm around 6th.Welcome!Really?Please take your time.That's why you sent me a text, right?To All Hopes, A Yell
First PartMathAh... He put in an e-mail address.Wai, wh...Clang clangClang clangPlease let me know if you wish to order anything else.O-K.UmmI...Are you really serious about it?To get some help...Have you decided on your order?2 iced coffees.I will take your menus.See?SoHates me... So...5 Days AgoHe's simply worried that his textbooks are covered in juice.It's dirty.When your older sister was your age, Keita,To the person on the verge of suicide, please don't. Please text me, I beg of you!AnonymousDid I write that I would stop you from killing yourself?What do you...I said, if you're going to kill yourself, don't do it arbitrarily.Haruhino High School...Where was Haruhino High School again, by the station?...Yes. Everyone already...Huh?at?I think she did much more than you.They are.You have to check your chair, Ueki.Your older sister never got scores this low.MatsushitaUeki KeitaNo, it's fine, right? Since you'll be killing yourself soon.A, Anyway, please stop.Did you already slit your wrists?N, No, no, I'm telling the truth.Ah, no. I, It seemed like would hurt... so...It's ok, you don't have to hide it.AhThank you for waiting. Here are your iced coffees.Huh? You want to kill yourself right?Well, there was a plastic bottle...Ah... Yes. Even though I don't want to...Huh? There's something odd with your story.PhftWhoa whoaAh...Matsushita-san, you're... Helping me, right?WhoaWhIt happened to Ueki again.This sort of thing was an every day occurrence.But I didn't know how to kill myself.Clang clangPlease contact me first.Aren't you the one who called me? Well... Anyway,I see, Ueki-kun. So you like dating sites~N...Are you really serious about dying?I, Is that... possible...?Make sure you have your phone ready to answer at any time....Um, is my student ID... that interesting...?AhKeita, are you studying?I should die.What's with him?Shuga~But there's always the train.To: Matsushita-sanSo you want to die, right?This guy is definitely crazy.Ah?Ah, yes...Anyway, it was tough.He's crazy.I, Is it normal to cheer on someone's suicide... No, it's not normal, he's crazy!I wonder if I should post your contact information around the school.If you don't, there's always someone else...I, I, I don't have that kind of money...!I'm the only one giving out personal information....Y, Yes?I can't. I can't get irritated.What!?T, T, That would be terrible...1 item at 298 yen.I, I'm sorry.I, I, I'm sorry, I was spacing out...I'm nothing but a burden...Good luck"Matsushita"...?Get it?Who lives at #5 in West Haruhino.Ah, that's true. How do you want to die?I've been looking for someone looking to kill themselves and give them a comfortable death.Fou...Then I can't sell it to you.U, Umm, please give me back my student ID soon...Anyway, is "Matsushita" a fake name?I wanted someone to help me.Good luckOn killing yourself!Ah, umm, well, I...Are you going to stop?2nd year boy of Haruhino High SchoolHe's serious.U, Umm, I hate... pain...I, I'm... sorr...? Y, yes...Eh?Then how about a comfortable death?They were selling this.Yeah.1 item at 105 yen.Rustle rustleIt's a job where you stand a lot.Uh... Yes.Like I thought, no matter where I am,Huh? This employee is so impolite. He's digusting.Please wait a little bit...So I can reveal this.Hanging? Jumping off a building? Or maybe cutting an important artery?Only death.You're relying on others for everything! You naive fool!Killing yourself, right!?I thought so... It was like a real name, so I believed it...Not really.Haruhino High School is a school for smart people, right? So even though you can't study, you got in?Eh... Ah, my parents... told me that my older sister went to the same high school...Hmm, your older sister...Umm, limited time promotion...This~ The strawberry flavored.Ah, hey, wait.AhThis is bad... I feel even more depressed...Ueki-kun, over here.This guy is serious about bringing me down the path to kill myself.Online.Especially a human like you, who has no courage to die.If you want it, I'll sell it to you. What what will you do? Do you want it?Ah, ok?That's...I... have to make preparations...TchClang clangThank you very much!I'll go check right now.. So please wait a little while.Geez~ Just say you don't.I can't even stand getting a paper cut on my finger...Don't take killing yourself so lightly!Ah, that's right. No pain or suffering.Ah?Ah, I'll give it back once you die.Nevermind...Ah, please... wait a min...I want to hurry up and die...Nikuman.How does the price of killing yourself feel?Even though everyone is kind to me...Every test, they would compare me with my sister...My older sister was always 1st or 2nd...Yes. I'm like that when it comes to studying...I can't. I really can't.W... With this, will it really... be painless?I, I'll buy it...! Please sell it to me, I beg of you.That'll be 400,000 (yen).I, I'm sorr... Die!?Th, That's impossible. My parents always tell me to study...Ah?T, That's... I'm a student, I can't borrow money.Ah, Ueki-kun, can you please help out at the register?She's fast.Rustle rustleEven though he referred me,Since you're a student, then you should get a part time job. Think about that and die!Which is more important, killing yourself or studying?Getting in like that is fine, but your grades are bad so you got in trouble with your parents.Yes...From the bottom... I don't know.Then what rank were you out of how many people?Well, good luck on getting money so you can die.Yeah, that was good. You were much louder than at first.Heh~ For example, what rank were you from the bottom?Ummm... Out of 300 people... I was 4th... On the last test...It is. The lowest I can be is 2nd...Hmph... So...It was just like an insult.Referred me to a part time job that was short staffed.4th is bad?Did you think I would say that's not true, try and live?Conserve WaterYou don't need to be so nervous.You want to die.I, Is he an idiot?I don't have any friends...Did you think I would stop you from killing yourself once I heard that?Once I get the money, please let me die in peace.I'm out of place both at home and at school...AhWRight now, the only thing I'm thinking is that you're a gloomy person, just like you appear to be.That's right. The one thing I decided was to die.For a coward like you, hanging is too much.Matsushita, who was known as a "grim reaper" online,Welcome...Calling someone gloomy...Do you have it~? Or don't you~?Yes...Are you already out of the limited time promotion~?There are times... when I wonder if I can keep doing this... A, And then of all things, a customer service job...GehSo? Are you making any progress?He said it so well that I wanted to hurry up and get the money. And I didn't think my life was just garbage.In order to die, I'm now living.In order to die, I'm working hard.Umm~ Excuse me~It's fine if you don't have it~ Just hurry~!It's my goal.Yes!Thank you for wai....No matter where someone like you goes, the result is this, and you want to escape, idiot.Killing myself.Don't put the juice on top of the magazine.Ding dongI feel like... I'm not suited for it....I'm slow,Wa...If you don't want to interview with someone you don't know, then prepare yourself right now, idiot!So hurry up and do it.ContinuedUeki-kun, sorry, take over the register.Thank you very much.Y...And please don't tell me to die...It happens all the time, it's ok.I've only been a burden since yesterday...Y, You're too loud...He's a devil. A grim reaper.He called me an idiot twice...In order to die, I'm working as hard as a I can.Well, I am a garbage-like human...For the first time, my life had a goal.Eh, no, since you're someone helping someone looking to commit suicide...What!? How naive are you? You already want to quit? You've only been working here for 2 days. Die!