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○月○日　新しい提督が着任した。きっと、この人も艦娘の体目当てなのだろう。提督は嫌いだ。
○月△日　この提督は新米らしい。知識のなさに呆れる。
○月□日　秘書艦に任命された。提督にはしばらく付きっきりになるだろう。ああ嫌だ。
○月×日　秘書艦になって数週間。この提督はセクハラはせず、そこそこ気遣いも出来て優しいけど、まだ信用できない。
○月●日　出撃時、私は敵からの集中砲火を浴びて大破、意識を失ったらしい。
○月■日　目が覚めたら提督が目の前にいた。私が眠っている間、ずっと手を握っていてくれたようだ。少しだけ、嬉しい。
×月○日　最近は提督とよく話をする。他愛ない話ばかりだが、気がつくとだいぶ時間が経っている。
×月△日　提督と一緒に過ごす時間が楽しいと思うようになった。こんな気持ちは久しぶりだ。
×月□日　提督と何を話そうか。最近はそればかり考えるようになった。
×月×日　提督のことを考えると胸がドキドキする。まさか、私は提督に恋でもしたのか。
×月●日　意識をしすぎて提督の顔を直視できなかった。ドキドキが収まらない。
×月■日　私は提督が好きだ。明日、想いを伝えよう。
△月○日　嘘だ嘘だ。提督があいつの息子だなんて嘘だ嘘だうそだうそだうそだ
△月△日　提督は、あいつのような提督になりたいと言った。やだやだもうあんな事は嫌だ嘘だと言って
△月□日　提督はあいつとは違う。でも提督はあいつに憧れていると言った。嫌だ嫌だ嫌だ
△月×日　やられるまえにやる
△月●日　ごめんなさい
△月■日　今日も提督を無理やり犯した。ごめんなさい。
□月○日　あいつと同じことをしている。でもやめられない。
□月△日　私は壊れてしまったのだろうか。今日も提督を犯した。私は、楽しんでいる。
□月□日　提督には婚約者がいるらしい。許せない。
□月×日　1つ悩みが消えた。晴れ晴れとした気分。
□月●日　ああ、もっと早くしていれば良かった。
□月■日　私ハ悪イ子ニナッチャッタケド、トテモ幸セデス

蒼龍と一緒に堕ちたいだけの人生だった＾ｑ＾
この提督を（基本呼ばれることはないけど）幸田くんと名づけました。幸せにおなり

- A new admiral has arrived. I'm sure us shipgirls' bodies is his aim as well. I hate this admiral.
- This admiral is such a newbie. I'm shocked at how he knows nothing.
- I've been appointed to be his secretary ship. I'll be with the admiral for a while. I hate this.
- It's been several weeks since I became his secretary ship. This admiral hasn't sexually harassed me. He's gentle and considerate. But, I still can't trust him.
-During the sortie, I was damaged heavily by enemy fire. I'll take a bath and then lose consciousness.
-When I woke up, the admiral was in front of me. He was holding my hand while I slept. I'm a little bit happy.
-I've been talking with the admiral lately. It's nothing but foolish talk, but I've noticed how we spent a lot of time.
-I was thinking about how I have fun with the admiral. I haven't felt this way in so long.
-Lately, I've only been thinking about what I'll talk with the admiral about.
-Thinking about the admiral makes my heart race. Don't tell me that I'm in love with the admiral?
-I've been concentrating on that for too long, I can't look at the admiral's face. My heart's racing isn't stopping.
-I love the Admiral. I'll tell him how I feel tomorrow.
-No way! He's that man's son. That's can't be true! It can't!
-The admiral said that he wanted to be like the admiral that was that man. No! No! I don't want that! He's lying!
-He's not like that man. But, he said that he admires that man. No! No! NO!
-I'll do it before he does that to me.
-I'm sorry.
-I forced myself on the admiral and raped him again today. I'm sorry.
-That man and I did the same thing, but I can't stop.
-Am I broken? I raped the admiral again today. I'm having fun doing it.
-The admiral has a fiancee. I won't allow that.
-One of my sadness has disappeared. I feel bright and carefree.
-Ah! It would have been nice if I did it faster.
-I've become such a naughty girl. But, I'm really happy.

The corrupted daily life of Souryuu and the admiral. ^q^
(Not referring to the standard) I called this admiral Kouta-kun. He'll be really happy.