So... She wants to be used as a ship-girl rather be loved as a human girl? If I'm reading that right.
I can't really tell if the top text is 13 saying what the dream admiral says, or is the internal thoughts of the real admiral. It being 13 quoting in her internal dislodge makes more sense to me though.
Not as a woman,You fight together with me.but a ship girl.What makes me a bit sad isyou would definitelyspoil me from the bottom of your heart.