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“C… c’n I tell you somethin’?” asked Rogue, nervous. It sounded to her like Kitty’s thoughts were just as tangled as hers, but she supposed that meant they really should talk about it. It wasn’t like they could ignore it, now. Kitty looked at her with those pretty blue eyes, wide and just as nervous looking as she was.
“Okay,” said Kitty, quietly, bracing herself.
“I think you’re just about the sweetest person I ever met in my life,” said Rogue. “And when I kissed you earlier it was… it was ‘cause I been hopin’ you might…” Her words trailed off, nerves jumbling her up. She took a deep breath. “Could I kiss you again?” Kitty’s eyes widened at her words, but she actually couldn’t imagine anything she wanted more at the moment.
Kitty nodded, and Rogue slowly closed the distance between them. Their lips met, and little fireworks went off in Kitty’s head. Kitty kissed back, and Rogue laced her fingers through Kitty’s hair.
Kitty hadn’t had much practice kissing beyond Lance, and Rogue had even less practice than that, but neither girl seemed to care. The kiss got better as it went along, and before they knew it their tongues were swirling around one another’s mouths.
Rogue broke for air and pulled back, panting, a little strand of spit briefly keeping them connected.
“I, uh, I don’t mean to move so fast I just-”
“Shh…” said Kitty, pressing a finger to Rogue’s lips. “We’ve both had secret crushes on each other for a while, I guess. And you can control your power now. I wanna celebrate, too.”
“Celebrate how?” asked Rogue, but she had a feeling she knew. She’d been touching Kitty all week, and while it had been driving her crazy, she guessed that maybe she’d been brushing off Kitty’s subconscious feelings as just her own, at least the way the night was going now.
Kitty leaned forward and kissed Rogue hard, wrapping her arms around the older girl and pulling her in tight. Rogue kissed her back, and shivered when she felt Kitty’s hand reach up under her shirt.
“W-wait,” said Rogue, suddenly insecure. “I-I’ve never… I’ve never done anything with a girl before… or anyone, really.”
“I’ve never done stuff with a girl before either,” said Kitty. “But I can’t imagine a girl I’d wanna do stuff with more than you.” Rogue felt hot all over.
“You sure?” she asked. Kitty nodded, biting her lip.
“I-if it’s too fast, though-” Kitty was cut off by Rogue kissing her again, and this time Kitty felt Rogue’s fingers on her skin, under her pjs.
“No,” said Rogue, “I just figured out how to control my power. I wanna do so much.” She kissed Kitty on the neck. “I wanna do so much with you.”
“Fuck yeah,” said Kitty, and Rogue almost looked surprised at her language. Kitty took advantage, and started kissing Rogue all over, starting with her lips and working her way down along her jaw and to her neck.
Rogue’s senses were going haywire. She’d gone so long without touch, let alone skin-to-skin contact, that she felt like she could get lost in it. But she did her best to keep concentrating. She wasn’t sure how much she needed to do to control her power, and sure as hell wasn’t gonna zap Kitty on accident. Still, it all felt amazing.
Kitty started to unbutton her top, but hesitated. Rogue took initiative and started helping her with the buttons, which only set Kitty back to it more frantically. Soon, she was topless, and Rogue pulled back to look at her.
Kitty felt exposed, and realized that she hadn’t just phased through her clothes like she could have. She felt way vulnerable right now, but she also didn’t want to hide. She sat blushing as Rogue stared.
“You are so damn cute,” said Rogue. Kitty wiggled a bit, squirming under her gaze. “Wanna help me with mine so that we’re even?” Kitty reached out and touched Rogue, phasing the girl through her clothes. “H-hey!”
Rogue stood before her, naked, her pale skin illuminated by the moonlight streaming in through their window. Kitty almost melted. She’d never seen a girl so gorgeous before. Rogue looked embarrassed, but didn’t move to cover herself up.
Rogue was more than a head taller than her, her features toned and athletic from their training, with long beautiful legs that met at a perfect looking pussy, and arms that were stronger than they looked, which Kitty was now longing to be held in.
“We ain’t even,” said Rogue, blushing like crazy. Kitty blushed too, and phased out of her bottoms.
Now both girls were naked as the day they were born, and Kitty suppressed a shiver as she watched Rogue drink her in. Kitty was shorter by a head, and though she was also in shape she was far more slender and petite. And like Rogue, she was clean-shaven.
“You just gonna stare?” asked Kitty. Rogue took the invitation running, launching herself into Kitty’s bed. The girls became a tangle of limbs, fingers and mouths trying to go everywhere at once.
Soon enough, though, they started to work into a rhythm, listening to one another’s moans and figuring out where the other liked being touched best. Kitty had a sensitive waist, and Rogue really liked it when Kitty put her mouth on her nipples. They both liked having their asses grabbed. Rogue loved Kitty kissing her jawline, and Kitty went crazy when Rogue touched her in just the right spot behind her ear.
They lay side by side, tongues dancing, fingers inching ever further downward. They paused for breath when they were just about there, each looking the other in the eye. Kitty took initiative and lightly touched Rogue. Rogue shivered, and did the same. They were both soaking wet.
As one, they pushed into one another. Neither of them had ever fingered another girl before, but they were already on a roll with each other, and that ended up going very well. Quickly, too. It wasn’t long before the excitement was too much for Kitty, and she came, kissing Rogue hard and deep as she did.
Kitty lay back down for a moment to catch her breath.
“Oh wow,” she said.
“You like that?” asked Rogue. Kitty nodded and looked at her fingers, which were covered in Rogue’s juices. She stuck them in her mouth and moaned. Rogue tasted so good!
Kitty looked up at her, and had another wild idea. She kissed her, and then started kissing all the way down her body, only pausing to stay at her boobs for a bit ‘cause they were so soft and delicious.
“K-Kitty!” cried Rogue as the girl made her way down between her legs. “Are you really gonna-” Kitty answered by licking Rogue’s pussy. “Oh shit!”
Kitty dove in, hungry and thirsty all at the same time. Rogue tasted amazing, and had made her feel amazing, and there was no way she wasn’t gonna return the favor.
Rogue was thrashing, unable to contain herself. Being touch deprived made everything Kitty was doing feel way more intense than she thought it would, even with trying her best to concentrate on holding her power in check. Kitty had never done stuff with a girl, she’d said, but Rogue bet that if she checked her computer she would find all sorts of interesting stuff in her search history. No way this girl hadn’t gotten past the child blocks.
Kitty wrapped her arms around Rogue’s legs, and the feeling of so much soft skin touching hers defied description. Rogue couldn’t take it anymore. Between her touch, and what she was doing with her tongue, it was way too much.
Rogue came, and came hard, and at the same time her control slipped, and she got a surge of energy and thoughts as she accidentally started sapping Kitty. She gasped and did her best to get under control right away, but Kitty had already been thrown for a loop.
The younger girl was dizzy, and felt a little like she’d just been sucker-punched.
“Kitty!” exclaimed Rogue. “Kitty I’m so sorry, are you okay!?”
“Oh wow,” said Kitty, again. “That was awesome.”
“I’m so, so sorry,” said Rogue, frantically trying to figure out how to both check on the other girl and also create distance. Woozy though she was, though, Kitty was having none of that. She reached up and grabbed Rogue, and pulled herself up to kiss her.
Rogue froze, and Kitty once more took initiative to bring her down to rest on Kitty’s pillows with her. She was tired, and Rogue had taken more out of her than she’d meant to, but Kitty definitely had enough energy in her to show Rogue that it was okay.
Kitty brushed her thumb along Rogue’s cheek.
“Are you okay?” asked Rogue again. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt you.”
“Didn’t,” said Kitty. “You just learned today how to do the thing.” She was a little groggy, but she was determined. “You’re okay. It’s okay.”
“But-”
“Shhhh…” soothed Kitty. “You’ve got my thoughts in your head right now. Do I seem unhappy to you?”
Rogue concentrated on Kitty’s thoughts, her feelings during everything that had just happened. She almost started crying. Kitty had enjoyed everything so, so much, and Rogue felt like she’d screwed it all up. But, she even got Kitty’s thoughts from the exact moment she started draining her, and even then Kitty seemed to be having a good time.
She looked back at the girl, who was still smiling at her.
“We’ll just have to keep practicing,” said Kitty. “Starting now. If you wanna cuddle, I mean.” She looked at Rogue so sweetly and so earnestly that Rogue actually did manage to feel a little better. And she did want cuddles.
The two held each other for a while, and the feeling was almost as intense as sex had been. Kitty’s petite, warm little body pressed up against Rogue’s was everything she’d ever dreamed and more.
And Kitty was living her own fantasy at the same time, finally in this position with the girl she'd been crushing on for so long. It hadn’t gone perfectly smoothly, but it had happened all the same. But she felt a little nervous. She wanted more than just a fling, but that meant honesty, and big questions.
“Hey,” she said at last. “I… can we… um…”
“What?” asked Rogue.
“Can we maybe… can this be…” Kitty was suddenly unreasonably scared to ask. They’d just fucked, she shouldn’t be. But now that they had fucked, her emotions were all over the place.
“Hey,” said Rogue, gently grabbing her chin and looking her in the eye. “You, like, you believed in me and trusted me. You don’t have to be scared to talk.” Kitty’s lip trembled.
“Could I be your girlfriend?” asked Kitty. Rogue stared at her, wide-eyed and silent. Kitty’s thoughts started to spiral, and then were silenced as Rogue kissed her again. It was a soft, loving kiss that she held for a long time.
“You really wanna be?” Rogue asked. Kitty nodded, and Rogue felt her eyes burning. She couldn’t help herself and kissed her again, shedding a few happy tears. “I’d like that. Like, a lot.” Kitty started crying too, and they just held one another.
It might be hard, being girlfriends. The world was hard enough being a mutant, though, so how much extra challenge would it be? Still, Kitty had one more very important thing she needed to talk with Rogue about. She knew about Rogue’s crush on Scott, so it was only fair.
“I do wanna tell you something though,” Kitty finally said. “I’d sorta been… doing stuff with a guy.”
“Wait,” said Rogue. “You mean… wait, we didn’t just like cheat did we? Did you cheat on Lance with me or-”
“No!” said Kitty, frustrated. “Why does everyone think I’m with Lance!?” The danger of having just done something super wrong having passed, Rogue gave her a look that just screamed ‘Really?’ Kitty sighed. “Okay fine, it was Lance. And maybe I’d still be with him if he weren’t an idiot. But he is.”
“He’s been there when it counts,” said Rogue, not wanting to stand up for him and mess up what she wanted to have with Kitty, but also not wanting to build a relationship with her based on her ignoring reality.
“Sometimes,” said Kitty. “But you’re there for me too. And, like, consistently. You left the Brotherhood and stayed. He keeps going back. Not boyfriend material.” Kitty kissed Rogue. “But you are. Girlfriend material I mean.” Rogue smiled, a little more assured.
“So why did you wanna tell me about that?” she asked.
“‘Cause I don’t want to, like, keep secrets from you,” said Kitty. “I mean, I know how you feel about S…” Rogue looked uncomfortable, and Kitty thought better of saying it. “Point is, fair is fair.”
“Well who needs either of those guys?” asked Rogue. “Best of luck to whoever wants ‘em.” She grabbed Kitty’s hand and squeezed. “I’m happy to have you instead.” Kitty smiled, blushing again. She opened her mouth to say something else, but was overpowered by a yawn. She was more tired than she thought.
“Tonight was amazing,” said Kitty. “I don’t want it to be over, but we should sleep anyway, I think. Would you… like to sleep with me?”
“How about my bed instead?” asked Rogue, smiling. “We made a mess of yours.” Kitty smiled back, and the two put their pajamas back on, as Rogue wasn’t sure that her powers would stay off while she slept. It would be a little dangerous, but Kitty was adamant that they should try.
They curled up next to one another, Kitty’s arms wrapped around Rogue’s middle, being the big spoon so that she was just touching Rogue’s clothes.
Kitty started falling asleep, feeling warm and loved, and being surrounded by Rogue’s presence. It had been an amazing day. And both girls woke up feeling like they’d made the best decision ever.